Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Well today didn't end well thanks to my a$$ of a manager. I'll admit I'm at fault for this whole sorry mess but she didn't have to use that condescending tone with me. She could have just ignored me like she did for the past 3 weeks and signed it so that I would be out of her sights. But noooooo. So I had to get her signatures for my time sheet and clearance form. I asked her for it and she turned around and stared at me and asked in the meanest tone "Who are you?" So I replied, "The intern." And she was like "Are you sure you're my intern? You haven't spoken to me in 3 weeks. What have you done for the past 3 weeks? What have you learnt?" And me being the cowardly loser that I am (I hate confrontations), answered softly like "Various things" and "A lot". Then she just looked at me and said "I'm not gonna sign it." So I just picked up the papers and went back to HR and said she wasn't go...

Just 2 more days till the end of IPP!!! Can you tell how super stoked I am???  :D  I might get eaten alive by my manager tomorrow so this might be my last post. :O Wish me luck! 

Oh yeah. Before I forget. Something to look forward to... SMTOWN SG! Not the category we wanted (we were aiming for mospit) but at least we get to sit together. The most important thing is that we're going! YESSAAAAA! I'm so excited. I wanted to hibernate and just wake up on 23 November but... That's not possible. :( Wooooo. I'm gonna be supporting my OT9 and my favourite unnir. Pink and yellow babeh! Bye!!!

I normally don't like to say I hate something but... It's official. I hate IPP. I think my manager doesn't like me that much no more and has downgraded me from anak to just Ain. Which doesn't actually bother me but it's hard to enjoy working with someone who doesn't really like you. People will say 'Ah, just ignore it' but I can't. Now lunch isn't enjoyable any more. Well it hasn't been for the past week. They keep bugging me and making jokes cause they want to go eat somewhere new in Woodlands. I've told them I don't eat out much, not at coffee shops cause I usually eat at those hip, young places such as fast food or casual restaurants. Lol. I mean, I could take it the first few times but it's come to the point where I just want to roll my eyes and scream at them to stop bugging me. I don't have a problem with my colleagues. They're nice. I think the whole office is nice. It's just my manager... Sigh. It's...

Oh ya! Forgot that we got our results on Tuesday. I passed all and my highest was a B+ for... ISOS. Hahaha. Ok, I did get A for Creative Thinking but that's a 1 credit module so that doesn't count. Just thankful that I passed all and for the first time, for exams, I do not have a D. Yay.

So this week has been a super annoying week at work. Dunno why but I agreed to go to dinner with all of them and their 'super' interns and friends. I was torn. It was like, if I didn't go, I'd be the only one from the department who wasn't going but if I did go, I'd be awkward and uncomfortable with so many people I don't know. Well, I went and STO kept bugging me in the car to talk when I would just love to sit there and shut up and enjoy the car ride. Told them I started watching the 9pm drama (which I shouldn't tsk) and couldn't think of anything else. I'm an interesting person and I can have long conversations... Just with certain people. Hah. Well, when STO talked about me to everyone at dinner, I just laughed politely along when inside, I wanted to murder her. Idk, I felt embarrassed. The food was good and the people were nice. Gah, I wish I was more outgoing. I would've enjoyed it more then. Look at me smiling like I enjoyed my...

End of week 1 of attachment... 9 more weeks to go. So I was like 15 minutes late on my first day because of an idiotic thing. I pressed the bell but it didn't light up so I missed my stop then the next one at the JC before it finally stopped at this bus stop super far from the school. Ok, not super far but far cause the school so ulu. Had to walk all the way in. Sigh. Met with my supervisor. She shall henceforth be called STO. I'm so paranoid about them finding my Twitter, FB and blog as I wanna post about my experience in private. Anyway, she's loud. Very loud. Reminds me of Mdm Leow in secondary school, except louder. Hahaha. Dressed semi-formal but then everyone in my team was dressed casually. There's 4 people including me; STO, J and H. My desk is like, behind and there's 3 chairs but I'm the only intern. Sobs. Awkward turtle on the first day. Attended assembly except instead of sitting with the students, I'm standing at the side like a teacher. B...