Jaded
I normally don't like to say I hate something but...
It's official. I hate IPP.
I think my manager doesn't like me that much no more and has downgraded me from anak to just Ain. Which doesn't actually bother me but it's hard to enjoy working with someone who doesn't really like you. People will say 'Ah, just ignore it' but I can't.
Now lunch isn't enjoyable any more. Well it hasn't been for the past week. They keep bugging me and making jokes cause they want to go eat somewhere new in Woodlands. I've told them I don't eat out much, not at coffee shops cause I usually eat at those hip, young places such as fast food or casual restaurants. Lol. I mean, I could take it the first few times but it's come to the point where I just want to roll my eyes and scream at them to stop bugging me.
I don't have a problem with my colleagues. They're nice. I think the whole office is nice. It's just my manager... Sigh. It's hard to talk to someone who speaks like you're wasting their time or something. Is it hard to talk nicely to me? And yes, there are shy and quiet people in the world. I'm only me when I'm with people I like and am comfortable with.
Well, it's 18 more days of work which seems long.
Well, it is.
I'm gonna try and stay positive but I'll dread the next few days. I think it's the first time when I want school to come so I can be back with my friends, in a comfortable environment.
Sigh.
Wish me luck. Let's hope the next few weeks past by smoothly and I don't feel like I'm walking on eggshells every time I'm at work.
It's official. I hate IPP.
I think my manager doesn't like me that much no more and has downgraded me from anak to just Ain. Which doesn't actually bother me but it's hard to enjoy working with someone who doesn't really like you. People will say 'Ah, just ignore it' but I can't.
Now lunch isn't enjoyable any more. Well it hasn't been for the past week. They keep bugging me and making jokes cause they want to go eat somewhere new in Woodlands. I've told them I don't eat out much, not at coffee shops cause I usually eat at those hip, young places such as fast food or casual restaurants. Lol. I mean, I could take it the first few times but it's come to the point where I just want to roll my eyes and scream at them to stop bugging me.
I don't have a problem with my colleagues. They're nice. I think the whole office is nice. It's just my manager... Sigh. It's hard to talk to someone who speaks like you're wasting their time or something. Is it hard to talk nicely to me? And yes, there are shy and quiet people in the world. I'm only me when I'm with people I like and am comfortable with.
Well, it's 18 more days of work which seems long.
Well, it is.
I'm gonna try and stay positive but I'll dread the next few days. I think it's the first time when I want school to come so I can be back with my friends, in a comfortable environment.
Sigh.
Wish me luck. Let's hope the next few weeks past by smoothly and I don't feel like I'm walking on eggshells every time I'm at work.
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