Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

This picture just breaks my heart. Look at how devastated she is, leaving something that she loves and has been a part of for 10 years. Well, Takahashi Ai has officially graduated from Morning Musume. She joined on 26 August 2001 and graduated today, 30 September 2011 at the Nippon Budokan. She was supported by a lot of celebrities, if fan accounts are to be believed. There was a yellow sea for her encore.  And what Aichan said to Gakisan is really truly heart breaking. [Credits to H!O]  "From when my graduation was announced, I began to love Morning Musume more and more. Gaki-san, Sayu, Reina, Aika, Fuku-chan, Ikuta, Sayashi, Zukki: Thank you for following such an undependable leader. Gaki-san, I'm sorry for graduating first [and leaving you behind*]."   Idk why that line got to me. It's the Takagaki bond I guess. It's like Aichan doesn't want to leave Gakisan behind :'( For just a short moment, Morning Musume was 13 members strong. No...

Yellow for Ai  It's happening right now. No live stream so all we get are bits of info here and there and random pictures. So apparently, a lot of ex/current H!P members are in attendance. Spotted by people are Gottsan, Nono, Mikitty, S/mileage, H!P eggs, Yossie and Makoto. I'm in like, emotional turmoil right now and no one cares except me, lol. I don't know how to describe the feeling. It's like this sinking feeling in my heart. Reality will probably hit me hard when all the pictures/videos/reports come in later tonight or tomorrow morning. Oh gosh, my first J Pop idol is graduating. This is unreal. I know she's not gonna be gone forever but just let me be dramatic today and let me make it seem like my world is ending. Ai believe <3

In just a few hours, my amazing, gorgeous Aichan will be performing her last concert as a Musume. My heart... T__T Seriously, the first thing that popped into my mind this morning was "Aichan..." and then my heart sank. Now, I have this uneasy feeling. So I distracted myself by watching videos of AKB48, lol. It's gonna be intense tonight. For me at least. Just me. In my idol filled world.

Well, to expand on the previous post, I'm gonna do a little write up on why my favourites are well, my favourites. I shall do Aichan first because she'll be graduating in 2 days times *sobs* Name: Takahashi Ai ( 高橋 愛)  DOB: 14 September 1986 (25 as of this post) So Aichan is from the idol group, Morning Musume. They're like this legendary female idol group in Japan, formed in 1997 and officially debuted in 1998. So they've been around for quite some time. Morning Musume is different as they kind of pioneered the 'graduation' system. Members 'graduating' i.e leaving the group to pursue other activities. They also hold auditions for new talent every other year. This system helps to keep the group fresh and alive. Morning Musume are produced by this really talented musician, Tsunku.  Well, Aichan joined the group in 2001, as part of the 5th generation (Gokkies). So she's been in the music scene for a decade. She announced early this ...

Well, the blog is called Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl (I changed it... heh) I decided to list down the idols who I, well, fangirl about. In no particular order: Choi Siwon (Super Junior) Tiffany Hwang (SNSD) Lee Taemin (SHINee) Takahashi Ai (Morning Musume) Maeda Atsuko (AKB48) The chosen few who make me go crazy and swoon at their every action, lol. I'll probably post in the next few days about each of them and why I adore them to death. I'll probably be reading this in the next few years and wonder why the heck I adored them so much, haha.

LONG TIME NO POST. Well, been working for the past few weeks. At Isetan Wisma and then 2 days at Scotts. Seriously, I wonder how I even survived working for 7 hours each day, sometimes standing around doing nothing. Worked at the shoes section which I think is way easier than handbags cause it's more straightforward. Just look at the group name, size and colour. And they only have like a few sizes so you don't have to search and they're in boxes which makes it oh so much easier to find. The full timer there was called Christie and the part timer Kresta. There was another temp part timer like me named Sarra (he's a guy). They were nice and friendly and it was quite fun working with them. Only got close to them (as in, joking around) at the end, which kinda sucks. We laughed and talked too much on the last day, which was the 21st. Seriously, I sold nothing on that day. We just joked around and laughed. After that, I worked alone at Scotts. The first day is always ...

OLD POST. SUPPOSED TO BE PUBLISHED ON 5th Sep.  Went raya-ing yesterday. Was supposed to work but I had gastric flu. Woke up like around 4:30am with a terrible stomach cramp which hurt like a bitch. Seriously. Went to eat something then went back to my room. Lay down on the bed for a while but couldn't sleep cause I felt super duper nauseous. Felt something coming up my mouth so I ran to the kitchen but puked right at the entrance, lulz. Mom woke up at that time so I blurted out that I puked then ran to the bathroom but didn't make it in time, whoops. It was a terrible hour before I finally fell asleep. Woke up a few hours later to go to the doctor. Then SMS-ed Joy saying I was sick. Then got ready to go raya-ing with the family, lol. There was a bus and we all piled on it and it was fun. Went to quite a few houses. At the last house, we were all so full and didn't feel like eating so we ate a bit cause the owner kept urging us to eat. Kakak only put like 2 pieces o...

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