Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Yes. I am now legal basically everywhere in the world. Time to go clubbing. Not. Got bus hall roster for that night shift. Wasn't even mine, they mixed up my name with the other Ain (there's 500 Ains in ICA). So I got the AB 11, 20, 11 roster. Emo alone at 20 for two hours. Wedding, Sakura buffet with family sans the two kakaks after night shift. Was on leave for 2nd night shift. The next day went for ice cream buffet and random jalan2 with the two makciks. It's the ending of August which means 4 more months left of 2014. Where is all the time going?

Ok. I just need to get my feelings out. So I found out yesterday that a friend from secondary school's younger brother passed away. Scrolling through FB, I couldn't believe it when I saw her post. I cannot imagine the pain she's going through. Losing a sibling isn't like losing a parent or a grandparent. Not that it doesn't hurt but losing a sibling, especially when he's still so young, too young, it's another kind of pain. The fact that he was healthy and there wasn't any problems before makes it so terrible. It made me think how I'd feel if I lost a sister. The pain would be unimaginable. Life would be so different. You're supposed to grow up together, grow old together. Watch how their lives unfold. Now there's a gaping hole, where there used to be 4, there's now 3. I... cannot comprehend that. Tas said everything happens for a reason and I agree. I just... cannot accept that. That's why we shouldn't take things for grant...

First day Raya outfit. Got so many compliments on this picture I shy la. Hahaha. I think the only reason I look pretty is cause I'm covering my face. But anyway, I really like this baju. August is here. The bestest month because the most awesome Ain was born and graced this Earth with her presence. HAHAHA. K ttyl.