Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

I've messed up haven't I? Screwed things up real bad. I wish the past few days never happened. I'm really not cut out for emotions because I don't know how to control them. Can we rewind time. Please.

Why can't we just delete all the emotions we don't want. Why can't we erase all the memories. Why can't we rewind time. Why can't I forget. I really wish I never knew you. :(

We've made it to the last month of the year. Like WOW, wtf have I done for the past 11 months. 2014 flew by wayyyy too fast. Aside from work, I went on overseas trips namely KL, Krabi, Bangkok and back to KL again next week lol. PCL today cause I'm going to go watch tennis. So excited. My first 'live' tennis match and idk what to expect actually. Especially since I'm going alone. Watch me stumble my way around. Hahaha Oh yeah, Bangkok was pretty awesome. Shopping there is way good but the walking around part was so draining especially in the heat. We decided to get a hotel that's closer to the shopping area cause our hotel was so out of the way, we were drained by just walking lol. Tuk-tuks are so awesome but scary af because what are traffic rules in Bangkok. Watched Mockingjay with the sissies last night after eating at 18 Chefs. Gonna have to do a year end review. I've been reevaluating my life and came to the sad conclusion that I'm not ver...