Annoying week
So this week has been a super annoying week at work.
Dunno why but I agreed to go to dinner with all of them and their 'super' interns and friends. I was torn. It was like, if I didn't go, I'd be the only one from the department who wasn't going but if I did go, I'd be awkward and uncomfortable with so many people I don't know.
Well, I went and STO kept bugging me in the car to talk when I would just love to sit there and shut up and enjoy the car ride. Told them I started watching the 9pm drama (which I shouldn't tsk) and couldn't think of anything else. I'm an interesting person and I can have long conversations... Just with certain people. Hah. Well, when STO talked about me to everyone at dinner, I just laughed politely along when inside, I wanted to murder her. Idk, I felt embarrassed. The food was good and the people were nice. Gah, I wish I was more outgoing. I would've enjoyed it more then.
So conclusion, I didn't feel like I was part of the 'favourite' interns tag. And I'm ok with that.
STO was cranky and she snapped at me a couple of times. I'm a loser so I was scared duh. Started to not like her so much after that. It was photo shoots for the graduating classes and I was in charge of doing the props, the numbers and apparently the locations and the positions and whatever crap.
Of course, since I'm very soft and shy and awkward, I couldn't really speak up. I don't even know how to position the people but STO wanted me to do everything by myself so they all just sat back and watched me struggle like an idiot. Well, I tried my best but I suck at the positioning part so STO did it.
I did however, gain enough confidence to speak up a bit to the students and instruct them so that was ok. STO then said something like 'even if the team let me down'. What do you expect. It's my first bloody time. I thought I'd have some help but no. I swear I'm not cut out for this work.
So after she ordered me around and I was sweating like crazy and wanting to maybe punch a wall, it finally ended and we sat in the Heritage Corner for the staff photo shoot. Listened to her random stories which are actually very interesting.
Super glad when the day was over. Today was good cause I got to stay at my desk quietly. Which is the best thing ever.
Haha, I just noticed that the finance manager, TJ, is always in the office. Like, when I come to work, she's already there and when I leave, she's still there. It's the same for lunch. We go off, she's at her desk and when we come back, she's there already. Dude, it's like she loves her job too much. But she's nice so it's all good. Today was the first time she went home before I went out. Hahaha.
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Fangirl news...
SMTOWN SINGAPORE IS FINALLY HAPPENING OMG!!!
My unnie, OT9 and oppar is gonna be here. I hope the rest also come then it'll be the best night ever. I swear I have the best mouth. When I first got into SNSD, I had this strong feeling that they would come and true enough, they came for the K Pop Night concert. Like AKB48, ooh, let's come to SG! SMTown comes at just the right time, when I have money! This will totally make up for the SNSD fiasco last year. I'm gonna wake up early on Saturday and queue for the tickets. We're gonna be getting moshpit! Wooooo.
So, I started watching the 9pm show with Rui En, Dai Yang Tian, Rebecca Lim and Desmond Tan. The story is kinda stoopid at some parts but I've become a fan of Rebecca and DYT. Rebecca is super pretty and DYT is good-looking and freaking cute ok. Why am I watching a Chinese drama and it's a LOCAL one... Idek. I'm gonna be paying more attention to local dramas now. ^___^V
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As I'm writing this, the 2 losers are in Bangkok. Can't wait to see the things they've bought. 4 more weeks to the end of IPP. I can do this (repeats 3 093 times).
Pretty Rebecca gif for you.
BYE!
Dunno why but I agreed to go to dinner with all of them and their 'super' interns and friends. I was torn. It was like, if I didn't go, I'd be the only one from the department who wasn't going but if I did go, I'd be awkward and uncomfortable with so many people I don't know.
Well, I went and STO kept bugging me in the car to talk when I would just love to sit there and shut up and enjoy the car ride. Told them I started watching the 9pm drama (which I shouldn't tsk) and couldn't think of anything else. I'm an interesting person and I can have long conversations... Just with certain people. Hah. Well, when STO talked about me to everyone at dinner, I just laughed politely along when inside, I wanted to murder her. Idk, I felt embarrassed. The food was good and the people were nice. Gah, I wish I was more outgoing. I would've enjoyed it more then.
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| Look at me smiling like I enjoyed myself! |
STO was cranky and she snapped at me a couple of times. I'm a loser so I was scared duh. Started to not like her so much after that. It was photo shoots for the graduating classes and I was in charge of doing the props, the numbers and apparently the locations and the positions and whatever crap.
Of course, since I'm very soft and shy and awkward, I couldn't really speak up. I don't even know how to position the people but STO wanted me to do everything by myself so they all just sat back and watched me struggle like an idiot. Well, I tried my best but I suck at the positioning part so STO did it.
I did however, gain enough confidence to speak up a bit to the students and instruct them so that was ok. STO then said something like 'even if the team let me down'. What do you expect. It's my first bloody time. I thought I'd have some help but no. I swear I'm not cut out for this work.
So after she ordered me around and I was sweating like crazy and wanting to maybe punch a wall, it finally ended and we sat in the Heritage Corner for the staff photo shoot. Listened to her random stories which are actually very interesting.
Super glad when the day was over. Today was good cause I got to stay at my desk quietly. Which is the best thing ever.
Haha, I just noticed that the finance manager, TJ, is always in the office. Like, when I come to work, she's already there and when I leave, she's still there. It's the same for lunch. We go off, she's at her desk and when we come back, she's there already. Dude, it's like she loves her job too much. But she's nice so it's all good. Today was the first time she went home before I went out. Hahaha.
---
Fangirl news...
SMTOWN SINGAPORE IS FINALLY HAPPENING OMG!!!
My unnie, OT9 and oppar is gonna be here. I hope the rest also come then it'll be the best night ever. I swear I have the best mouth. When I first got into SNSD, I had this strong feeling that they would come and true enough, they came for the K Pop Night concert. Like AKB48, ooh, let's come to SG! SMTown comes at just the right time, when I have money! This will totally make up for the SNSD fiasco last year. I'm gonna wake up early on Saturday and queue for the tickets. We're gonna be getting moshpit! Wooooo.
So, I started watching the 9pm show with Rui En, Dai Yang Tian, Rebecca Lim and Desmond Tan. The story is kinda stoopid at some parts but I've become a fan of Rebecca and DYT. Rebecca is super pretty and DYT is good-looking and freaking cute ok. Why am I watching a Chinese drama and it's a LOCAL one... Idek. I'm gonna be paying more attention to local dramas now. ^___^V
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As I'm writing this, the 2 losers are in Bangkok. Can't wait to see the things they've bought. 4 more weeks to the end of IPP. I can do this (repeats 3 093 times).
Pretty Rebecca gif for you.
BYE!
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