Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

So Jan is almost over. How fast is that. Very. 11 more months of 2014. I still can't bloody log in to HRMS and I've already emailed the MHA helpdesk too many times I think. Hahaha. I even went to admin and they reset my email yet I still cannot receive the damn email. I was at the library last night when just nice, the DO was walking by. Told her I still couldn't access HRMS and she went to the library with me. Told her password reset can only be done once a day, she said no, can try again. Ok la, I listened to her and did it and the thing prompted only once per day and she burst out laughing. Logged into my email and showed her all my emails from HR and MHA and she was like "Why cannot ah?" I shrugged. Hopefully it can be resolved soon. It's so frustrating. KL in 2 weeks time! And we still haven't planned what we wanna do and all that. Hahaha.

Sakura buffet with the lovelies on 4 Jan. We are such goondus, we spent like 45 mins walking around following the stupid GPS when in the end, the restaurant was just outside the MRT station. HAHAHAH. Ate so much and talked crap which is the best kind of day.  --- Met with JZ at Northpoint because she wanted to search for presents for her friends. Ate at BBQ Chicken because I was craving for the jerk chicken. Forever obsessed with their soft and fluffy mashed potatoes. Wandered around aimlessly and played at the arcade before I bought a wallet and JZ left with nothing. HAhaha.  --- Went to JB yesterday. Felt weird using the checkpoint as a traveller. Haha. Ate at Season's, walked around, bought some more food then went home.  K that's all. Bye. 

So 2013 ended and this post is late-ish but happy new year! I've survived another year and here's hoping to many more. Hmm. 2013 was an eventful year and a big turning point in my life. I graduated from school, got a job and am now working. I think I was most nervous about graduation because school was a stable thing in my life; get up, go to school, do school work, cry over projects. It gave structure to my life and a sense of purpose. School was also very lepak so I could lepak all I want lol. I didn't realise how much time I had when I was schooling till I started working. So I started freaking out a bit as graduation loomed nearer. School was the only thing I had known my entire life, something I could fall back to, a place where mistakes were ok. I also didn't know what I wanted to do with my life since pursuing a degree was out of the question as my grades cmi and I didn't have the funds to do so. Idk why but I suddenly decided that ICA was a good opport...

It's December which means 2013 is ending which is super fast please omg. I still remember we were all freaking out about the world ending last year but nope, we're all alive and well and the world is still here. Now that we're no longer fresh and new, I get different rosters that's not just AC all the way or DC all the way or bus hall all the way. I did do DL all the way yesterday though. It was fun because no DO came to disturb and doing 30 mins of checking then counter was good. This girl who was covering tango came and sat beside me and we talked and it was fun. People are so nice. Left my bag unzipped and Hamdan swoops in and takes my Kit Kat. Hmph. Went out with Izzy Wizzy today. Walked around to find games but got distracted by clothes and shoes and whatnots. Hahaha. My feet hurt like a motherfather. We then went to JE and went to all 3 malls near the mrt. And omg I saw Fahmi! At first I saw Cik Salim then I was like holey moley and turn to see Fahmi. He d...

So we're finally 'normal' officers as in we can do almost all the things now. First night shift and we're already doing AC. Shock but excitement. Hahaha. Was so weird to see xCAR but no xAC. This kakak was like "Da buat AC eh?" and I was like "Ahhhh". I did DC first on first night and it was covering tango. The girl at 30 was someone I'd talk to before so I sat with her while waiting for field to give me instructions. So we talked and it was fun. Time passed quite quickly and I only covered 3 tangos. One of it was my mentor! Haha. Came in and she started ranting about leave. She said "Nevermind, you sit down first" then started talking for like 10 mins. It felt like OJT all over again. AC wasn't so bad because it was a Sunday morning and in the morning, I did the last counter. Met some people who I haven't seen before. They also haven't seen me before. Haha. Hopefully I'll manage to stay on the down low and have no...

I've been wondering (not really) how I became who I am today; awkward, shy and sombong. Well, after thinking about it, I think I've pinpointed the reason/s I've become the awkward turtle I am today. Do you see that girl in the first row, 3rd from the right? She was a big bully and somehow made me her target. I wasn't very talkative and didn't mix around much with the other kids (maybe because I rarely went to school haha I was so badass yo) and when I did, that girl would hinder me somehow. One of the moments I remember most was during play time one day and we were separated into 3 groups; painting, playing with blocks and playing with toys in water. I was grouped with her and she would like stop me from playing with them or if I was playing alone, she'd disturb me. When we were playing with the water, she'd take away all my toys so I didn't have anything and I just stood there looking at them. Bitch. So now that I think about it, I was already...

Work. Boring. Wanna die. Anyway, so I talked to this guy whose name should be Ilham. I'm always interested to see who my partner will be when doing DM in the afternoon. He started talking first then we started talking about the usual things. Then it somehow turned to K Pop and how he's a Big Bang fan. I said I liked Girls' Generation. Him: Eh? Weird eh. Usually lelaki suke. Me: Ikr. Tapi Big Bang pon perempuan je suke. Then we we laughed and were like "Touche". Oh ya, I find it weird how random people I dk know that I'm xAC and ask when I won't be xAC anymore. I think it happened twice today. I've seen the guy before but I didn't know he knew me so I was quite surprised. I mean, everyone can see our names but how did they match our names to our faces. Well, Ilham said it's because we're new, that's why everyone takes notice. Then I said "Nak kene tunggu 5 batches baru kite da basi" then he laughed and said yup. Well...