Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Finally saw my name on the train roster after donkey years. HAHAHA. They were putting it up one by one and I scanned through the usual car rosters and didn't see my name then they handed me the last paper and bam, my name was there. Had to do stats with Illy. A lot of cancellations cause I mangkuk forever but it was fun. Had to go DB last but it was for only 30 mins so that was ok. --- Elections are over and wisely won. Cue outrage and disbelief. I think the only reason people voted PAP was because the Opposition parties just didn't cut it. Seriously, I didn't agree with some of their policies and I don't want a bunch of clowns being in charge of my future for the next 5 years so I guess we all voted for the tried and tested. I couldn't swallow some of the comments being thrown online. I hope whoever decides to emigrate does so so they can feel what it's like to be a foreigner in a foreign country. Tkde logic bro. --- Team bonding tomorrow. Carouse...

I was supposed to blog about my birthday but I didn't. Oops. Well this year, I was sick on my birthday and I didn't get my ice cream cake so booooo. Oh yes, yesterday, went out for my 3rd driving lesson. The instructor was nice and we joked around a lot. Finally went out on the road where I could drive above 20km/h hahaha. I went up the curb the first time I did the sharp turn and almost hit the wall twice so there was a lot of emergency brake involved. When we finally went out on the road, I had to check my blind spot a lot of times which was the point of it and almost hit a car in front cause I was too focused on my blind spot HAHAHA. But it was fun although your feet and legs get a bit tired. After that, impromptu plan of going to Tamp to meet Tas. I was so nervous that it would be awkward cause we hadn't seen each other in what, 5 to 6 months but it wasn't. Hahahaha. Ate at Pastamania where she belanja-ed me cause I took a cab there. It was nice. Night shift...

The best month ever is here. Hehehehe Jalan Raya with SB last Saturday. Rented two cars so the whole process was painless but of course, we overshot at each house so we had to skip some houses. Kakak Sahi had to go off early for a date so the rest of us squeezed into one car to go to SAFRA Tamp for bowling. We did get some stares cause we were in our raya outfits but who gives a shit right. Hahaha. Reached home around 2 plus after sending everyone home. Definitely a good time with them. I realise guys don't really grow up, eh? Hahaha. They still crack lame, immature jokes and it's such a major throwback to poly days.  --- Something started again and I don't wanna get too attached again. But I didn't realise that it's been weeks of daily texts and I don't wanna go down that black hole of being whiny and needy. I think I've matured a bit cause I don't feel the need to text as often but there's this familiar feeling that's com...

Pink again this year. For me at least. Last minute Raya shopping as usual. I usually love Ramadan but I was kinda glad that it was over because I was sick 3 times throughout the month. And it was like legit super sick, high fever, I felt like dying. So my MC rate is 6 now and it's only half a year. Tsk tsk. Work has been boring and tiring. What's new. I did get pulled to do train after 7 months which was a nice surprise. Then I did OWC for an hour yesterday. Kinda miss team. 1 more month of SM... I can do this. Ok bye.

Some memories play out so vividly in your head, like it was just a few minutes ago that that thing occurred, But it's strange to think that those memories happened a year ago. It's funny how things can change in a year, how someone you never thought you'd be friends with end up being your friend and more.  I get those random flashbacks and the memories are so real, so vivid and I can recall almost every detail. It's all really just random memories; the first time I ever heard 'Give Me Love' and found it weird then I loved it but now I can't listen to it without going through a montage of memories, the first few weeks of our convos, those night shifts when it was just the two of us.  They just pop up when I least expect them and I can't seem to switch them off. I wish I could forget it all, erase all the memories then I wouldn't hurt so much. I can't seem to get you off my mind because every time I try to move, a tiny part of me bumps into ...

1 more shift before Seoul!  Cause I'm on mc today heh. Legit sick with fever the previous night. It was like my fourth fever and it's not even half a year. Tsktsk. I think my body's rebelling against waking up at 4am every few days lol.  Found out my kakak Tas is only going to be back in September. Super pissed when I found out because I was so excited for her return. NOW I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER 3 MORE MONTHS. Wadafuq seriously.  K bye. 

Montigo was fun fun fun. Too short though, should go longer next time. Basically we ate, lepak, swam and talked cock. Their service is excellent though and we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly. Will definitely go again. Too bad it was cloudy and rainy if not it would have definitely been better. Waking up and seeing the low tide was kinda shocking cause it looked like the front part of the resort was bulldozed lol.  The buggy rides were fun but the massage hurt when they rubbed at my knots. We were all complaining of back ache after that hahaha. This was defo fun and we should defo do more vacations together. Go jer sis.  Seoul next week and our itinerary is not done. DUO YOLO. I'll probably pack a day before or something. k bye