Memories

Some memories play out so vividly in your head, like it was just a few minutes ago that that thing occurred, But it's strange to think that those memories happened a year ago. It's funny how things can change in a year, how someone you never thought you'd be friends with end up being your friend and more. 

I get those random flashbacks and the memories are so real, so vivid and I can recall almost every detail. It's all really just random memories; the first time I ever heard 'Give Me Love' and found it weird then I loved it but now I can't listen to it without going through a montage of memories, the first few weeks of our convos, those night shifts when it was just the two of us. 

They just pop up when I least expect them and I can't seem to switch them off. I wish I could forget it all, erase all the memories then I wouldn't hurt so much. I can't seem to get you off my mind because every time I try to move, a tiny part of me bumps into you. 

Sometimes I wonder why I cling on so much when you're just totally done. We're never gonna meet even though you can and I still wonder why, why don't you wanna meet me? It drives me insane to think of all the possibilities. I'll stop asking. There's just no point. 

It hurts to miss someone and you can't even see them.