Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Yes. I am now legal basically everywhere in the world. Time to go clubbing. Not. Got bus hall roster for that night shift. Wasn't even mine, they mixed up my name with the other Ain (there's 500 Ains in ICA). So I got the AB 11, 20, 11 roster. Emo alone at 20 for two hours. Wedding, Sakura buffet with family sans the two kakaks after night shift. Was on leave for 2nd night shift. The next day went for ice cream buffet and random jalan2 with the two makciks. It's the ending of August which means 4 more months left of 2014. Where is all the time going?

Ok. I just need to get my feelings out. So I found out yesterday that a friend from secondary school's younger brother passed away. Scrolling through FB, I couldn't believe it when I saw her post. I cannot imagine the pain she's going through. Losing a sibling isn't like losing a parent or a grandparent. Not that it doesn't hurt but losing a sibling, especially when he's still so young, too young, it's another kind of pain. The fact that he was healthy and there wasn't any problems before makes it so terrible. It made me think how I'd feel if I lost a sister. The pain would be unimaginable. Life would be so different. You're supposed to grow up together, grow old together. Watch how their lives unfold. Now there's a gaping hole, where there used to be 4, there's now 3. I... cannot comprehend that. Tas said everything happens for a reason and I agree. I just... cannot accept that. That's why we shouldn't take things for grant...

First day Raya outfit. Got so many compliments on this picture I shy la. Hahaha. I think the only reason I look pretty is cause I'm covering my face. But anyway, I really like this baju. August is here. The bestest month because the most awesome Ain was born and graced this Earth with her presence. HAHAHA. K ttyl.

Felt like going on another holiday and heard the sisters were going to Bangkok in November so I wanted in. Maina would be done with school so of course she has to come and I have to blanja. Tsk. Felt kinda bad cause I ditched Izzyan. HAHAHA. She's kinda pissed about it but whatever. Probably going on another trip next year. Still haven't decided where. Idk if my Tokyo trip is gonna work out. Might have to postpone it to end of next year or wait another year. 1 more week of puasa. I can do this.

How is it halfway through July and puasa. Got leave for eve and first day of Raya so I'm a happy kid. Weird happenings at work involving SM guys... Hahahaha. Happy birthday to the makcik. Celebrated by going to the Gardens for a short while. Then went to go catch the fireworks. Bought her two balloons which were kinda obnoxious cause it kept hitting people. Haha. Err... What else. Well, other than that my life is pretty much the same. Mundane. To end it off, you know you're getting too attached to someone when you worry when they don't text and they're constantly on your mind... I read too much romance books. HAHAHA. Bye.

Exactly a year ago today, I started my journey in ICA. I remember feeling anxious and nervous and somehow, it's already been a year. I don't regret any moment of it because of all the people I've met and the experiences, it's something I wouldn't trade for the world. So here's to a year of service SP 05/13.

ONE MORE SHIFT TO KRABI AND MY LONG BREAK. I CAN DO THIS.