Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Idk this is a random post. So we had IST today after work. I did AC all the way and just nice, my relief came early so I met the others and we went in together. The audi smelt like shit. Literally. Everyone was wondering why and covering their mouths. Hahaha. Anyways, after IST, they announced on screen that those whose pocket books haven't been signed, should go to their respective challenger TLs to get them signed. The three of us were like "Tak payah ah" so we planned our escape. We walked the other way and spotted Gina, who was looking at us but we just smiled and looked at her. Then we quickly walked away when I heard Shawn's voice saying "Ain... Pocket book." I just burst out laughing and was like "Oh man!" and quickly took it out and updated it. He just glanced through and signed it. Hahaha. Plan to escape failed. There was free ice cream after that so all of us were nomming on it in the locker room. Even all the kakaks. I was wond...

I swear people think I'm two different persons sometimes. There are times when I can be talkative and joke and laugh and be loud and then there are times when I don't want to talk to anyone, would rather stay quiet and just be alone.  Hahaha this random post is because yesterday, I was joking around with the other Ain and she was laughing really hard and loud and people were looking and saw that it was me she was talking to. They're all probably like "Eh? Her? She's the one making her laugh?"  Ain said she didn't expect me to be like this. I told her it's a secret and she can't tell people or it'll ruin my image as the quiet and shy one. Hahaha. Idk which one's the real me. I guess a bit of both? I feel super awkward and uncomfortable in crowds of people idk. That's why I don't sit at the smoking corner alone and even when I do, I always sit at the side, away from people.  Oh, and Ainey waved at me, like one of those ...

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” – Mark Twain

2/12. So essited for KL trip and four days leave coming soon. FINALLY can log in to my HRMS. The problem was just one space. Tsk. Received a call from Darren at around 5-ish and I was like "Crap. Misclearance?!?!" But it was just to ask me if I could log in and to tell him the outcome. Phew. AM was so weird today because there was absolutely no motors from 6am all the way till around 7:45am. So I slept and played with my phone. Then the motors started coming in and my relief was late but I was only clearing for a while so it was ok. Thank you for small miracles.

So Jan is almost over. How fast is that. Very. 11 more months of 2014. I still can't bloody log in to HRMS and I've already emailed the MHA helpdesk too many times I think. Hahaha. I even went to admin and they reset my email yet I still cannot receive the damn email. I was at the library last night when just nice, the DO was walking by. Told her I still couldn't access HRMS and she went to the library with me. Told her password reset can only be done once a day, she said no, can try again. Ok la, I listened to her and did it and the thing prompted only once per day and she burst out laughing. Logged into my email and showed her all my emails from HR and MHA and she was like "Why cannot ah?" I shrugged. Hopefully it can be resolved soon. It's so frustrating. KL in 2 weeks time! And we still haven't planned what we wanna do and all that. Hahaha.

Sakura buffet with the lovelies on 4 Jan. We are such goondus, we spent like 45 mins walking around following the stupid GPS when in the end, the restaurant was just outside the MRT station. HAHAHAH. Ate so much and talked crap which is the best kind of day.  --- Met with JZ at Northpoint because she wanted to search for presents for her friends. Ate at BBQ Chicken because I was craving for the jerk chicken. Forever obsessed with their soft and fluffy mashed potatoes. Wandered around aimlessly and played at the arcade before I bought a wallet and JZ left with nothing. HAhaha.  --- Went to JB yesterday. Felt weird using the checkpoint as a traveller. Haha. Ate at Season's, walked around, bought some more food then went home.  K that's all. Bye. 

So 2013 ended and this post is late-ish but happy new year! I've survived another year and here's hoping to many more. Hmm. 2013 was an eventful year and a big turning point in my life. I graduated from school, got a job and am now working. I think I was most nervous about graduation because school was a stable thing in my life; get up, go to school, do school work, cry over projects. It gave structure to my life and a sense of purpose. School was also very lepak so I could lepak all I want lol. I didn't realise how much time I had when I was schooling till I started working. So I started freaking out a bit as graduation loomed nearer. School was the only thing I had known my entire life, something I could fall back to, a place where mistakes were ok. I also didn't know what I wanted to do with my life since pursuing a degree was out of the question as my grades cmi and I didn't have the funds to do so. Idk why but I suddenly decided that ICA was a good opport...