Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

So we're finally 'normal' officers as in we can do almost all the things now. First night shift and we're already doing AC. Shock but excitement. Hahaha. Was so weird to see xCAR but no xAC. This kakak was like "Da buat AC eh?" and I was like "Ahhhh". I did DC first on first night and it was covering tango. The girl at 30 was someone I'd talk to before so I sat with her while waiting for field to give me instructions. So we talked and it was fun. Time passed quite quickly and I only covered 3 tangos. One of it was my mentor! Haha. Came in and she started ranting about leave. She said "Nevermind, you sit down first" then started talking for like 10 mins. It felt like OJT all over again. AC wasn't so bad because it was a Sunday morning and in the morning, I did the last counter. Met some people who I haven't seen before. They also haven't seen me before. Haha. Hopefully I'll manage to stay on the down low and have no...

I've been wondering (not really) how I became who I am today; awkward, shy and sombong. Well, after thinking about it, I think I've pinpointed the reason/s I've become the awkward turtle I am today. Do you see that girl in the first row, 3rd from the right? She was a big bully and somehow made me her target. I wasn't very talkative and didn't mix around much with the other kids (maybe because I rarely went to school haha I was so badass yo) and when I did, that girl would hinder me somehow. One of the moments I remember most was during play time one day and we were separated into 3 groups; painting, playing with blocks and playing with toys in water. I was grouped with her and she would like stop me from playing with them or if I was playing alone, she'd disturb me. When we were playing with the water, she'd take away all my toys so I didn't have anything and I just stood there looking at them. Bitch. So now that I think about it, I was already...

Work. Boring. Wanna die. Anyway, so I talked to this guy whose name should be Ilham. I'm always interested to see who my partner will be when doing DM in the afternoon. He started talking first then we started talking about the usual things. Then it somehow turned to K Pop and how he's a Big Bang fan. I said I liked Girls' Generation. Him: Eh? Weird eh. Usually lelaki suke. Me: Ikr. Tapi Big Bang pon perempuan je suke. Then we we laughed and were like "Touche". Oh ya, I find it weird how random people I dk know that I'm xAC and ask when I won't be xAC anymore. I think it happened twice today. I've seen the guy before but I didn't know he knew me so I was quite surprised. I mean, everyone can see our names but how did they match our names to our faces. Well, Ilham said it's because we're new, that's why everyone takes notice. Then I said "Nak kene tunggu 5 batches baru kite da basi" then he laughed and said yup. Well...

Work has been blah for the past few days. Well, it's always been blah. Anyway, I was doing in the same booth as Izzy's sleeping buddy whose name should be Syazwani. Haha, I'm horrible at names. Like I'll talk to people and they'll know my name but I won't ask for theirs. Wtf right I know. We were doing the last counter for DC so there wasn't many cars around midnight. So we started talking about work people and how kinda judgemental everyone was. She talked about how she first joined and the seniors were like being sarcastic and all and I totally agreed with her. The people at work are... A tough crowd to sell, let's put it at that. It was fun talking to her and she said she always sees me walking around silently and looking down all shy and I burst out laughing because hahahaha, I thought no one noticed me. I told her how awkward it was to talk or acknowledge people when they were in their cliques (aka my ODM) and she agreed. Haha, she has talked ...

Got the call of doom during first night shift. A shock to my system but apparently and thankfully they're not gonna do anything because it's a minor thing. Lol, not even 3 months in and I've already miscleared. Tsk tsk. Went to Sentosa Spooktacular last night. Damn a lot of people meant damn long lines which meant damn long waiting times. Seriously 90 minutes to enter each haunted trail. We only managed to go to two because by then, we were too tired and I had no mood to be scared anymore. Hahaha. Went to the 'Dorm' one and I kept cursing every time I got scared and then I'd apologize. Lol. Didn't realize there were ghosts wandering around so when this lady came near me, I said "Sorry" then turned and saw her face then got frightened then I burst out laughing. It was defo fun but the queues were too much. And the haunted trails lasted less than 10 minutes. They should let lesser people in next time. Or put more chairs or something because it ...

Had dinner at PS' Pizza Hut last night with the daughter and ah ma. Been quite some time since I went out with SY but it wasn't awkward at all. Which is weird since we're not really what you'd call close friends. Hahaha. Had a good dinner, talking and laughing at SY's cockroach story. Walked around for a bit before taking some random pictures at the MRT station before going home.  Aren't we the cutest? Look at how similar we look. Family picture! Had a good time. Defo need to meet up again. In other news, night shifts really drain me and I fell asleep at the counter twice and passengers had to wake me up. Oopsies.

So we have started to do DC now. A whole new world down there because it's the first time we're doing it alone. Duh. Lol. Thought I would be weird there but I surprisingly got into the groove right from the start. Checking the back seat, stepping out when there's a lot of people. We see new people now and it's like starting over again. Talking to people we've seen but never talked before, seeing people we've never seen before. It's stressful for me. Lol I think my one and a half hour mentor hates me because she never says anything and kinda gives me an angry look. I think it stems from the fact that I've never said anything to her after that day. HAhaha. But she should know that I'm not the type to start convos. Bleah. Work is annoying because of the 'conflicts'. I'm not trying to be perasan but this kakak keeps looking at me while in the locker. I mean, I thought she was looking for someone walking past but after catching her g...