Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Was kinda 'late' today because I usually meet the rest an hour before shift starts. Was supposed to go out at 6:45am but my stomach felt on fire so I went to do some business. Was in there for 10 minutes before rushing out. Waited at the bus stop like an idiot because the first bus was too full and didn't stop for me. Scumbag driver. The second bus was full but the driver stopped and I got on. Yay. Reached work around 7:30am, chops room to see the roster and get my chop box before rushing to change. Well, wasn't late cause I managed to go to the canteen and sit down with them. Got a lot of COIs today. The first time, I was so blur but lucky there was a guy beside me. Phew. The PB rang today and the whole area was at a standstill as everyone was wondering what was happening. 'Studied' then makan after shift. I feel so damn tired/sleepy after work. Like I need to sleep for 2 years or something. Oh gosh, night shift tomorrow. TT

Started my first solo counter duty. Did departure, which is ok because it's kinda straightforward. Took some time but I got into the groove of things. Got kinda stuck when I saw this paper for the first time but lucky there was someone beside me I could ask. Lol, seriously get all the weird stuff when doing solo. Even saw a diplomatic passport. Break. Slept and had a headache after that. Zombied my way to departure again. It was dark and only two counters were open. Talked with this girl that I always see in the locker room but never talked to. After that, went to arrival and it was all bright lights and lots of people. Saw my one day mentor and 3 hour mentor and they looked at me like "Eheheheh, this girl doing solo already'. Hahaha. I was so effing nervous because there's more things to check for arrival. Was unsteady for a few minutes before getting into the groove of things. But got stuck when a PRC group came. Lol. Lucky one of the mentors was behind me ...

So today we were introduced to the whole team. I didn't even know what IST meant but we had it today. Sat in the front, so weird and awkward. Izzyan and I kept laughing and giggling at stupid things and I wanted to kick her for making me laugh so much. Haha. I think things are way funnier when you have to be serious. XD Thank goodness it wasn't dead silent when my picture was shown. I think they were still not over the previous one or something and I heard some of them commenting on the PS3 thing so whatever. It was 5 seconds too long. Hahaha. Rushed out and changed to go home. Wanted to go to the post office to ask about my missing package but after talking to Zana about it, changed my mind and went home. I guess I wasted money on 2 shirts that will probably never arrive. Sigh pie.

So I've started doing hands on. And met my real mentor lol. Her name's Jaga and she's nice and good. She's been at WCP for 5 years so she's defo experienced. I was assigned to someone else on Friday. It was awkward for the first few minutes because we didn't say anything but she turned out to be nice. We somehow managed to get along until I could joke and say random shit to her which doesn't happen very often especially in a span of 7 hours. She laughed at my self-deprecating jokes which sometimes take a while to get. Hahaha. And I'm forever a kanchiong spider whenever I get the TDs especially when it's white cards and random pieces of paper. Every time I got a piece of paper I would immediately show her. Lol. And I kept laughing when she asked for the motor number and it started with 'FU' so when the uncle said it in a 'rough' tone I just laughed like nobody's business. I'm silly. I know. I need extra lessons on ch...

Officially started shift work on Monday andddd it was the night shift. Heol. We were deployed to the green channel because our mentors weren't assigned yet and they needed people there. So basically, we checked cars/ Checked the boot, asked if they smoked and stuff like that. I 'caught' one today. This guy brought in 2 5kg bottles of oil and I was kinda confused on what the procedures are but luckily the DO was there. My mentor was on MC so I was assigned to someone else. She too was sick so I was assigned to someone else again. Lol, we were waiting for our mentors to pick us up like children waiting for their parents. It looked kinda easy but that's different from actually doing it, which I'll hopefully try soon. Oh ya, and sleeping in the locker room can hurt your back. Need to buy a small pillow. After 1st night shift Before 2nd night shift --- Album haul for this month!  SMTOWN BABEHHHH. But now Woolim Ent artistes are joining and I fee...

Wore the same outfit this year. Heol. Haha. Kul wasn't there because she was working. Shitty management. Tsk. Went to nenek's house. No one was there yet. Ate, drank, talked. Nenek's losing her memory and kept asking the same questions. It's kinda funny but sad at the same time. Idk, ever since I watched that documentary on dementia , it's kinda heartbreaking to see someone slowly lose their memory. What made me quite sad was when she kept wanting to come and visit us. She was quite insistent and wanted to come on Saturday but mom is working. She wanted someone to bring her there in the morning and take her home later. Dad kept making jokes but she really sounded like she wanted to come and visit. She wanted to know what bus to take there and all. Idk, it made me all choked up because tbh we aren't very close to her and this is the first time she's said she wants to visit us. I really hope she does. Strangely, no one had come even when we left. We...

So apparently I got lazy and haven't blogged in quite some time. Anyways, just to summarise the last few weeks: work, go out on Fridays, watch some movies, work. So today, we finally fired real life guns and omg, it's so scary! It was all fun and games during dry practice but when it came to the actual firing, I was so nervous and scared. The loud bangs and the recoil made me shoot all over the place lol. All of my shots landed upwards but they were all grouped together so the instructor said it was ok. Just that I have to improve my grip because your finger gets really numb and painful after firing so many times. The trigger is damn hard to pull and I needed to use 2 fingers. There's a two step to pulling so my finger was already on the trigger and I needed just a bit more pressure to shoot but I hesitated and waited till people fired before I did. The noise just throws me off man. Lol, the instructor came over and was like "You scared of the noise right? And ...