Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

So I've started doing hands on. And met my real mentor lol. Her name's Jaga and she's nice and good. She's been at WCP for 5 years so she's defo experienced. I was assigned to someone else on Friday. It was awkward for the first few minutes because we didn't say anything but she turned out to be nice. We somehow managed to get along until I could joke and say random shit to her which doesn't happen very often especially in a span of 7 hours. She laughed at my self-deprecating jokes which sometimes take a while to get. Hahaha. And I'm forever a kanchiong spider whenever I get the TDs especially when it's white cards and random pieces of paper. Every time I got a piece of paper I would immediately show her. Lol. And I kept laughing when she asked for the motor number and it started with 'FU' so when the uncle said it in a 'rough' tone I just laughed like nobody's business. I'm silly. I know. I need extra lessons on ch...

Officially started shift work on Monday andddd it was the night shift. Heol. We were deployed to the green channel because our mentors weren't assigned yet and they needed people there. So basically, we checked cars/ Checked the boot, asked if they smoked and stuff like that. I 'caught' one today. This guy brought in 2 5kg bottles of oil and I was kinda confused on what the procedures are but luckily the DO was there. My mentor was on MC so I was assigned to someone else. She too was sick so I was assigned to someone else again. Lol, we were waiting for our mentors to pick us up like children waiting for their parents. It looked kinda easy but that's different from actually doing it, which I'll hopefully try soon. Oh ya, and sleeping in the locker room can hurt your back. Need to buy a small pillow. After 1st night shift Before 2nd night shift --- Album haul for this month!  SMTOWN BABEHHHH. But now Woolim Ent artistes are joining and I fee...

Wore the same outfit this year. Heol. Haha. Kul wasn't there because she was working. Shitty management. Tsk. Went to nenek's house. No one was there yet. Ate, drank, talked. Nenek's losing her memory and kept asking the same questions. It's kinda funny but sad at the same time. Idk, ever since I watched that documentary on dementia , it's kinda heartbreaking to see someone slowly lose their memory. What made me quite sad was when she kept wanting to come and visit us. She was quite insistent and wanted to come on Saturday but mom is working. She wanted someone to bring her there in the morning and take her home later. Dad kept making jokes but she really sounded like she wanted to come and visit. She wanted to know what bus to take there and all. Idk, it made me all choked up because tbh we aren't very close to her and this is the first time she's said she wants to visit us. I really hope she does. Strangely, no one had come even when we left. We...

So apparently I got lazy and haven't blogged in quite some time. Anyways, just to summarise the last few weeks: work, go out on Fridays, watch some movies, work. So today, we finally fired real life guns and omg, it's so scary! It was all fun and games during dry practice but when it came to the actual firing, I was so nervous and scared. The loud bangs and the recoil made me shoot all over the place lol. All of my shots landed upwards but they were all grouped together so the instructor said it was ok. Just that I have to improve my grip because your finger gets really numb and painful after firing so many times. The trigger is damn hard to pull and I needed to use 2 fingers. There's a two step to pulling so my finger was already on the trigger and I needed just a bit more pressure to shoot but I hesitated and waited till people fired before I did. The noise just throws me off man. Lol, the instructor came over and was like "You scared of the noise right? And ...

Full day of lessons in our training wear. The shoes hurt like a motherfather bish. Blisters maaannnn. Need to get new black pants with belt loops. Laughed at the saluting role play especially the walk at Orchard part. So funny. Found out that there's an SW senior in the same class! :O He came up to me and asked if I was from SW. Apparently we were both in SB but he graduated in 2011. I don't recognize him at all. Hahaha. Another full day of lessons tomorrow. Kinda looking forward to Friday. Quite lepak and meeting the friends for movie! Yay. Being a civil servant is such a headache sometimes. So many rules and morals to adhere to. Lol

First day of training which is till 14th August. Apparently we will all most probably be attached to Woodlands Checkpoint which is good news to me. Woot. Was early but kinda 'late' because I missed the bus. Almost didn't get off at the right stop because idk why but I got off anyways. Made a friend otw to the place. Went in and almost everyone was there. So awkward, I didn't dare look at any of their faces. Saw Sa's friend and surprise! A familiar person from secondary school. She waved at me first and I didn't make any connection till lunch when I took a good look at her and was like "EHHHHH". Well, at least I wasn't as invisible in secondary school as I thought I was. Hahahha. Boring first day. Mostly briefings about random stuff that I'll probably forget soon. (now) Uniform measurement tomorrow and going to the HQ so hopefully I get to have lunch with the GE peeps first because it's nearby. Fingers crossed! I don't miss GE...

AHHHH MY LIFE BEGINS TOMORROW. WISH ME LUCK. LET'S HOPE IT GOES BY SMOOTHLY. OK THANKS BYE.