What a Feeling
So I was told something today that crushed me a little and made me feel hollow inside. I can't even describe it. I'm not really sad, not angry... More helpless.
I know we won't work; we can't work, but just for now, I'd like to think of you as mine and only mine. No one else's.
But eventually, you'll fall for someone. You don't have a lack of suitors. But even though I tell you to go for it, deep down, I want you to say no to everyone you meet.
I wonder if I'll spend the rest of my life like this; loving someone that can never be mine. Sometimes I wish that you'd go away so I can recover myself and forget you. It's hard to when we see each other almost every day.
Will I be like Snape? Loving Lily his entire life even when she was with someone else. How did he get through the pain especially when she died. Does love die when the person die?
I'm starting to hate how I am. Why can't I just be... normal.
Someone help me.
I know we won't work; we can't work, but just for now, I'd like to think of you as mine and only mine. No one else's.
But eventually, you'll fall for someone. You don't have a lack of suitors. But even though I tell you to go for it, deep down, I want you to say no to everyone you meet.
I wonder if I'll spend the rest of my life like this; loving someone that can never be mine. Sometimes I wish that you'd go away so I can recover myself and forget you. It's hard to when we see each other almost every day.
Will I be like Snape? Loving Lily his entire life even when she was with someone else. How did he get through the pain especially when she died. Does love die when the person die?
I'm starting to hate how I am. Why can't I just be... normal.
Someone help me.
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