Trips!
I'm seriously done with SM. Lol. Some days I'm ok with it but most of the time, I'm just done with it. It's tiring. Being the stuck up snob I am, I don't talk to people and sometimes I can go through an entire day without talking to anyone.
I'm looking forward to a mini getaway to Batam next month before the big one; Seoul in June! Excited is an understatement. Planning the itinerary is tiring because there's so many things to do and having to plan when and where and how is boring. I just wanna go there already.
Will be gone for almost 2 weeks from work which is totally fun. I need a break man, like seriously.
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I think time... Time doesn't really heal but it makes it just a bit better and let's you forget. You have to heal yourself. I don't know how long it'll take me to really let go of you. It might be never and that's a scary thing. To think that someone can be so permanent in your life. Even if we never see each other for years, a part of them will always be there.
Well, you'll always have a special place in my heart. Hopefully it'll get smaller with time, but I don't think I'll ever forget. Unless I get dementia, then I'll probably forget. But for now, I'll always carry a tiny bit of you, somewhere in the corner of my heart.
I'm looking forward yet not looking forward to when you come back. I've gotten used to the idea of not seeing you then I won't need you. I hope that doesn't crumble when you come back in less than 2 months time. I wonder how that'll be, us seeing each other for the first time in months. Might be nothing for you, but it will definitely be a huge thing for me.
The thing that really hits me is when random memories creep up and they just engulf me and make my heart stop beating. That's when I miss you. But I guess we were over long ago, I was just too stubborn and held on, like you were oxygen and I needed you to survive.
I guess I still need you, huh.
I'm looking forward to a mini getaway to Batam next month before the big one; Seoul in June! Excited is an understatement. Planning the itinerary is tiring because there's so many things to do and having to plan when and where and how is boring. I just wanna go there already.
Will be gone for almost 2 weeks from work which is totally fun. I need a break man, like seriously.
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I think time... Time doesn't really heal but it makes it just a bit better and let's you forget. You have to heal yourself. I don't know how long it'll take me to really let go of you. It might be never and that's a scary thing. To think that someone can be so permanent in your life. Even if we never see each other for years, a part of them will always be there.
Well, you'll always have a special place in my heart. Hopefully it'll get smaller with time, but I don't think I'll ever forget. Unless I get dementia, then I'll probably forget. But for now, I'll always carry a tiny bit of you, somewhere in the corner of my heart.
I'm looking forward yet not looking forward to when you come back. I've gotten used to the idea of not seeing you then I won't need you. I hope that doesn't crumble when you come back in less than 2 months time. I wonder how that'll be, us seeing each other for the first time in months. Might be nothing for you, but it will definitely be a huge thing for me.
The thing that really hits me is when random memories creep up and they just engulf me and make my heart stop beating. That's when I miss you. But I guess we were over long ago, I was just too stubborn and held on, like you were oxygen and I needed you to survive.
I guess I still need you, huh.
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