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It's February. Omg, one month has already passed in 2015 and I'm still not gorgeous yet.
So I took a half step closer to my 2015 goal of getting my license but signing up at SSDC. Now I have to pass my BTT before I can start taking practical lessons. BTT's in April so... Let's see how much I procrastinate till then.
So I kinda have another group of friends now and I go home with them instead of Izzyan and Boy. Idk, I feel bad but I have wondered before why the heck I wait for them when they don't even walk all the way out. Ah well, sometimes I have to think about me, no?
And apparently I'm not as invisible as I think I am because someone noticed me. Weird feeling but he has a girlfriend so no. I wouldn't like it if my boyfriend was texting someone else.
Oh and yesterday, I talked to someone whom I know but have never ever spoken to before. It took almost 2 years lol. She started talking first so that was good because I'm too much of a chicken to start conversations first sometimes. I always surprise people with my lame jokes because they always think I'm so quiet and serious all the time. It was so weird when she said bye to me because she has never said bye to me before. Hahaha
Went out with Ain J, Syak, Zee and Ilham today. I didn't even say I was going but they were like I'm going so alright then. Ate at Ramen Ten then walked around and ate lots of crap and bought JZ's present at the last minute. Lol. Then I had diarrhea which sucks. Tsk.
Again, I don't think I'm cut out for emotions. I cannot let it fester in my head because it consumes me and affects my mood and I do stupid things which I regret later.
Which is why I shall keep it to myself. Even if it hurts me.
So I took a half step closer to my 2015 goal of getting my license but signing up at SSDC. Now I have to pass my BTT before I can start taking practical lessons. BTT's in April so... Let's see how much I procrastinate till then.
So I kinda have another group of friends now and I go home with them instead of Izzyan and Boy. Idk, I feel bad but I have wondered before why the heck I wait for them when they don't even walk all the way out. Ah well, sometimes I have to think about me, no?
And apparently I'm not as invisible as I think I am because someone noticed me. Weird feeling but he has a girlfriend so no. I wouldn't like it if my boyfriend was texting someone else.
Oh and yesterday, I talked to someone whom I know but have never ever spoken to before. It took almost 2 years lol. She started talking first so that was good because I'm too much of a chicken to start conversations first sometimes. I always surprise people with my lame jokes because they always think I'm so quiet and serious all the time. It was so weird when she said bye to me because she has never said bye to me before. Hahaha
Went out with Ain J, Syak, Zee and Ilham today. I didn't even say I was going but they were like I'm going so alright then. Ate at Ramen Ten then walked around and ate lots of crap and bought JZ's present at the last minute. Lol. Then I had diarrhea which sucks. Tsk.
Again, I don't think I'm cut out for emotions. I cannot let it fester in my head because it consumes me and affects my mood and I do stupid things which I regret later.
Which is why I shall keep it to myself. Even if it hurts me.
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