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Keith's art piece.
Well, I have been missing school a lot these past few days. I know it's weird. It's like, you've said that you wanna leave school but when you do, and have all the freedom, you miss it.
I guess it's true what they say about missing something only when it's gone.
Hmm...
Anyways, I do miss school. Like TOO much. I miss the people, the teachers, the annoying lower
sec people, the drama, the pressures and the fun. Heck, I even freakin' miss the stinky toilets on the 3rd floor.
Now, that is hardcore missing.
Secondary school life is very unpredictable. And that's what makes it fun. Even on the bad days, you never know what will happen. I miss walking the hallways to the next class, and grumbling to Mary about the annoying little kids who always block the way. I miss roaming the canteen, looking for a table to sit and eat. I miss the teachers, with all their weird sayings and teachings.
I miss late night studying in the YO Hub with the guys. You know, if I could rewind time and go back to life before the O's, I would totally do it.
I dunno, but I get this heavy, sinking feeling in my heart every time I think of YISS. About after school laughs in the canteen. I dunno how to describe it. It comes and it goes. It's like, one random moments, when my mind suddenly flashes back to a good time, I get this weird sensation. Like a rock being thrown into an endless black hole.
I know it's dramatic and all that.
But it's true.
Although I am looking forward to the future. It's extremely weird. Some days, I can't wait to move on with my life. And then there are days when I feel like wearing my uniform and going back to school, just for a chance to relieve all those days again.
It will be strange, not having to wake up early on 2 January 2010 to go back to school. To see all your old schoolmates and catch up with your friends. To see all the teachers, old and new. To judge and make fun of the new kids.
Well, I just can't wait to get back my results for sure. I so wanna go back and actually have a purpose for being there.
Haha, long rambling post. Expect more of these, 'OMG, I miss school' or 'OMG, I dunno what I wanna do with my life' or 'OMG, can I please rewind time', posts.

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