Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

I've messed up haven't I? Screwed things up real bad. I wish the past few days never happened. I'm really not cut out for emotions because I don't know how to control them. Can we rewind time. Please.

Why can't we just delete all the emotions we don't want. Why can't we erase all the memories. Why can't we rewind time. Why can't I forget. I really wish I never knew you. :(

We've made it to the last month of the year. Like WOW, wtf have I done for the past 11 months. 2014 flew by wayyyy too fast. Aside from work, I went on overseas trips namely KL, Krabi, Bangkok and back to KL again next week lol. PCL today cause I'm going to go watch tennis. So excited. My first 'live' tennis match and idk what to expect actually. Especially since I'm going alone. Watch me stumble my way around. Hahaha Oh yeah, Bangkok was pretty awesome. Shopping there is way good but the walking around part was so draining especially in the heat. We decided to get a hotel that's closer to the shopping area cause our hotel was so out of the way, we were drained by just walking lol. Tuk-tuks are so awesome but scary af because what are traffic rules in Bangkok. Watched Mockingjay with the sissies last night after eating at 18 Chefs. Gonna have to do a year end review. I've been reevaluating my life and came to the sad conclusion that I'm not ver...

OMG TWO MORE MONTHS AND WE'LL BE BIDDING FAREWELL TO 2014. Where has the time gone? Oh yes. At WCP. Duh. Hmm. 2 more weeks till Bangkok and a break from work. So essited. Hopefully I'll get leave for next month to go to KL with Sa. I was actually going to refuse cause it's only like 2-3 weeks after BKK but Sa tempted me with food and I was like ok. Hahaha Oh, today was excellent. Finally get to do train with Kakak Tas. Actually she wasn't supposed to do there but Brenda didn't have access so they swapped. I was so confused when I saw her there lol. Two more cycles. I can do thisssss.

Even I'm tired of myself.

FINALLY AFTER 2 MONTHS I GET TO DO TRAIN. Not with my favourite kakak eiacs unfortunately. I swear fate keeps us apart. I was doing AC 1st night while she was doing train and this night shift, she was doing her beloved AC roster while I was doing train. WAEEEEE. At least there was Ainey so yay. Night picnic with them during break. Then Ainey and I saw an empty mattress and immediately slept on it. Haha. I woke up to my alarm which is rare. We were both surprised and immediately woke up. Then laid back down because we were so tired. The struggle was real yo. Anyway, I felt cheated out of a few more minutes of sleep because we arrived at train and only Willis was there. The rest all arrived at like 5:20am. Ainey tried to get me to OT but I was like nahhhhh. Why can't night shifts be like this lol. Please can I get to do train at least once every two cycles ah favour. With my kakak Tas ah please ah please. Thanks. Went to the laundromat with Ama to wash o...