Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

So, I had BASS course last week. Office hours. It was a very lepak course and we ended always around 4pm which is the bestest. The awkward part was when I was walking to work and my team was walking out after night shift. All the looks were like "Why is she walking back?" Kak Shalini asked "Ah, ni kenape ni." Hahaha. Went out with them to celebrate Sa's birthday sort of. Bought her VS undies then we went to Gardens by the Bay not really. We wanted to walk at the sky walk I think but the sun was too hot so we retreated into the airconditioned comforts of MBS. Walked2 then Widad had to go off early for dinner with her mom so we decided to go to Bugis. Wanted to eat at La Marelle but it was full so we somehow ended up at Fika's. Ate an early dinner where I shared this seafood pasta thingy with Sha that had lobster, prawns, sotong and mussels. We couldn't finish lolz. Then we walked around at Bugis Street trying to find Sha's shirt. The funniest par...

Went out with JZ on Thursday after 5000 years. Went to Vivo cause I wanted to eat chococro and Little Fuji at Saint Marc Cafe. I swear, the chococro is so delish. The chocolate is damn good. Thanks to Izzy for introducing me to it. Then on Friday, went out with these asses. Haven't seen Sah in 5ever, Saw her walking into the mrt with her abang2 police but she didn't see me so I WA her "I see you Saaaa" and she looked around before finding me. We wanted to eat sushi but when we went to the place, it had already been replaced with a kbbq place. Hmph. Should have updated the site, no wonder Shah couldn't get through when she called. Haha. So we went to Seoul Garden and stuffed ourselves. We never learn our lesson whenever we go to buffet. Forever taking too much food and not finishing it. Haha. Then we hide it in the soup and wherever else we can hide it. Jahat. Think about all the starving kids in Africa... Work today. Was so tired because the previous nigh...

Hello. Somehow it's already halfway through May. How time flies. Base course next week = office hours plus 3 free off days hollllaaaa. Only working on Saturday but it's morning shift so I'm down with that. Two consecutive off days, heaven man. 3 weeks-ish to Krabi. I'm so looking forward to it even though my leave isn't approved yet. HAHA. Hopefully it is. I really need a vacation. Work has been ok so far. I think the thing that makes work a bit better now is that I know other people and other people know me. Lol, is it weird that I like it when people like call my name and tease me and stuff? I guess it just makes me feel like I've expanded somehow. My hips and butt have expanded that's for sure. I told the joke that I've been thinking about in my head about my misadventures with a revolver and Illy was confused and silent for a while before she got it and burst out laughing. Success. Now to tell that same joke to other people. HAHAHA.

Almost nearing the end of April and then it's May which means half a year is almost gone. Omg, where did all the time go. Got my PCL for May. Not the day I wanted but it does mean that I'm only gonna come to work for one day during that cycle since I'll be going for base course the next week. Wooooo. I get like 3 free off days lol. Although it does mean that I'm going back to work for night shift. Boo. I think Tokyo might be better with other people because I wanna go to all the theme parks like omg, Tokyo has Disney Land, Disney Sea and USJ which has Harry Potter world. Apparently, it's ideal to go during the last week of March and first week of April but idk yet, should probably start planning nearing the end of the year. Here's one of the songs I'm currently addicted to. Such an emotional song imo.

The next three destinations on my travel list. After that, I should stop travelling and start saving for next year's adventures lol. Krabi in June which is like 2 months away which is 2 months too long I say. A short getaway to Bintan with Shah and hopefully Sa during my birthday. JZ can't go though. Boo. The thing about going on holidays with friends is you can sort of choose the more expensive hotels because you'll be splitting the cost lol. Managed to convince them to postpone Bangkok to September. I didn't feel like going in August because I already made up my mind about spending my birthday with ze a.s.s-es. Besides, I don't think we can all get leave because we were planning to go during night shift. That night shift falls on a weekend also. Travel travel travel. Now when will I go to Tokyo. I kinda wanna go solo but I'm scared also and Idk if it will be fun to go alone. Haha

1/3 of the year has gone by. Time flies when you're having fu- working. Yup. I swear work is just an endless cycle. Not that I hate it but sometimes I'm surprised at how fast a cycle ends. Like today is already my off day and tomorrow another cycle starts. No leave for April so meh. Went for shooting on Wednesday. Hancur. If you were standing right in front of me and I was gonna shoot you, you'd probably live. Or I'd hit your crotch even though I'm aiming for you chest. I always like the after work feel especially when it's our off day the next day. Everyone is happy and in a good mood and the locker room is kecoh. Haha. I swear other teams probably think our team is crazy. --- Met Sofia today after work. Basically it was her talking about my confirmation and this appraisal thingy. I was actually supposed to go first but then Abang Mas told me to go change because he wanted to go see her first. Haha. Listened mostly but did say stupid and lame things...

Have you ever had one of those dreams that when you wake up, you feel exactly like what you were feeling in that dream and it all felt so real? Like you felt super happy in the dream and when you wake up, you feel super happy too and sometimes you don't even remember why. Yeah, I had one of those dreams recently and I can't seem to get it out of my mind. I don't recall much of the dream only certain parts. I do remember waking up with this sad, bittersweet feeling. Ok, so what I recall is 2 old ladies. Idk who. I think they're in love with each other but of course they can't show it because society. I have a feeling the dream was longer but I really can't remember it. I do remember the end though, when they go into a room and then they look at each other and there's a smile and then they're dancing, without a care in the world. I remember feeling like that was their moment, like they were finally together. And then I woke up, feeling this sad, ...